I'm Coming Home! ♥

This is a post that I drafted before I'm off to Hong Kong. I'm not sure the trip will be fun or not, but I'm sure that I miss all of you even now when I know I will be away for about a week! Oh well, I'm not excited at all right now but I'm expecting it to be something good! =D *finger crossed*

I know this song is not suitable at all to represent me coming home! It's just the TITLE..and anyway, it's one of my favorite songs too! Enjoy! And welcome myself back to MALAYSIA! =)

I’m coming home

I’m coming home

Tell the World I’m coming home

Let the rain wash away all the pain of yesterday

I know my kingdom awaits and they’ve forgiven my mistakes

I’m coming home, I’m coming home

Tell the World that I’m coming

[Diddy]

Back where I belong, yeah I never felt so strong

(I’m back baby)

I feel like there’s nothing that I can’t try

And if you with me put your hands high

(put your hands high)

If you ever lost a light before, this ones for you

And you, the dreams are for you

I hear “The Tears of a Clown”

I hate that song

I feel like they talking to me when it comes on

Another day another Dawn

Another Keisha, nice to meet ya, get the math I’m gone

What am I ‘posed to do when the club lights come on

Its easy to be Puff, its harder to be Sean

What if the twins ask why I aint marry their mom (why, damn!)

How do I respond?

What if my son stares with a face like my own

And says he wants to be like me when he’s grown

Sh-t! But I aint finished growing

Another night the inevitible prolongs

Another day another Dawn

Just tell Taneka and Taresha I’ll be better in the morn’

Another lie that I carry on

I need to get back to the place I belong

[Dirty Money - Chorus]

I’m coming home

I’m coming home

Tell the World I’m coming home

Let the rain wash away all the pain of yesterday

I know my kingdom awaits and they’ve forgiven my mistakes

I’m coming home, I’m coming home

Tell the World that I’m coming

A Letter For MYSELF ♥ - Smile =)

Dear Whosoever,


Sometimes I wonder myself for long,
Wonder what reason you had that can keep me smile that long,
But then I realize it was you,
You are the reason that keep me smiling for so long.


There are times I feel like crying,
And life seems such a burden,
Looking up upon the rainy sky,
Behind the big gray clouds,
There's a bright blue sky,
And then I make my tears into a smile,
To make myself believe one smile worth a dozen frowns.


How can one smile such sweet smiles,
Even when one is saddened by sorrows for miles,
You taught me to keep that smile,
Reminding me there's a mile in every smile,
A well in every dwell.


Smile is a mystery,
Smile is magical,
I've learned to smile because of you,
And because of you, I'm smiling,
I've never thought a smile can be so beautiful,
For it's something that is of no value to anyone,
Not until it is given away,
Just like it is given to you.


I guess life it's just like that,
For a smile, it's the reason itself,
Give a great smile away,
While I'm pretty sure you can get one back to keep,
Smile before you rise,
Smile before you sleep,
And smile whenever you think of me.


=)

Pray For Japan.

Let's put our hands together and pray hard for them. Finger crossed.

Dissatisfaction

Wrong. Nope, I didn't do anything wrong but I feel so wrong at this moment. I can't find any words that best describe my feeling right now. Dissatisfaction? Maybe. Everything I do today, it seems to be lack of something, but what's that? I woke up at the wrong side of my bed? I step into my office with the wrong foot? I on my computer with the wrong button? Well, I don't think so. Or maybe I'm just being emotional today =(

Can I have silence at this time? My brain seems to be stuck today..can't think..can't work. They are making too much noise. And someone is expecting free consultation from me. ARGH! Not at this moment can arh? You are too noisy! When things already don't go my way, there's always something that pop up to make it worse. Write out being rejected. FINE. Tagline not good enough. FINE. Image not special enough. STILL FINE. And now what? Even supplier also reject my work? WTF! The color couldn't match while the film is already out? DAMN!

Alright..I'm trying my best to think of a solution..BUT I NEED SILENCE!! I just need to think. I know..the above matters are not big deals and that is why I feel so wrong. Since it's not a big deal, why am I being so confuse?I can't find the calm in me. What's wrong? Something bad going to happen? Huuhhhhhh...kRystLe-NOTyOu! Calm down..take a deep breath and let all out! aaaAARRRRGGGGHHHHhhhhh!!!!! =.='

Okay..I still feel the same >.< I need something to distract me! Get me something!!! =\