Life could sounds special,
When you don't search for something,
is when you find it,
and then for some reason,
you get found too.
When you don't ask for something,
somehow you end up getting it,
and so when you found it,
you get addicted to it,
and when you need it close,
that's the time you lose it.
But when it's gone,
it's then when you realize,
how much you really need it,
how much you really want it,
and how much you really love it.
We are who we are,
we don't know what we have until we recklessly lose it,
but by then it can be already too late.
My life could be special too,
For some reason,
you have found me,
you used to place me on the pedestal,
and I really don't stand that tall.
I asked you to let me down,
and look upon me as an ordinary person,
but then you have turn me into someone special,
and that's definitely not me at all.
My feelings are hidden behind my face,
somehow, I'm bound to disappoint you,
and shatter all your hopes on me.
Next, you left me hanging,
leaving things unspoken,
I've no choice but to fall flat on my face.
And now you are gone,
but I'm just used to having you,
used to needing you,
used to wanting you,
I guess I'm just too late,
realizing what I have and recklessly lose you.
After all, this is just an ordinary thing.
Saturday, June 25, 2011
Thursday, June 16, 2011
The Story Of Us
I'm loving this song. The way she sings this story is very true. We have lots of chapters in our life and so do loves. The changes of relationships are always unpredictable. There are few lines in this lyrics that I agreed so much. When a relationship turns dull..i guess everyone will undergo all these.
I used to think one day we'd tell the story of us
How we met and the sparks flew instantly
People would say they're the lucky ones
I used to know my spot was next to you
Now I'm searching the room for an empty seat
'Cause lately I don't even know what page you're on
Oh, a simple complication
Miscommunications lead to fallout
So many things that I wish you knew
So many walls up, I can't break through
Now I'm standing alone in a crowded room
And we're not speaking
And I'm dying to know, is it killing you
Like it's killing me
I don't know what to say since a twist of fate
When it all broke down
And the story of us looks a lot like a tragedy now
Next chapter
How'd we end up this way?
See me nervously pulling at my clothes and trying to look busy
And you're doing your best to avoid me
I'm starting to think one day I'll tell the story of us
How I was losing my mind when I saw you here
But you held your pride like you should have held me
Oh I'm scared to see the ending
Why are we pretending this is nothing?
I'd tell you I miss you, but I don't know how
I've never heard silence quite this loud
Now I'm standing alone in a crowded room
And we're not speaking
And I'm dying to know, is it killing you
Like it's killing me
I don't know what to say since a twist of fate
When it all broke down
And the story of us looks a lot like a tragedy now
This is looking like a contest
Of who can act like they care less
But I liked it better when you were on my side
The battle's in your hands now
But I would lay my armor down
If you'd say you'd rather love then fight
So many things that you wish I knew
But the story of us might be ending soon
Now I'm standing alone in a crowded room
And we're not speaking
And I'm dying to know, is it killing you
Like it's killing me
I don't know what to say since a twist of fate
When it all broke down
And the story of us looks a lot like a tragedy now
Now, now
And we're not speaking
And I'm dying to know, is it killing you
Like it's killing me?
And I don't know what to say since a twist of fate
'Cause we're going down
And the story of us looks a lot like a tragedy now
The end
Sunday, June 5, 2011
#factsaboutme
People from all over the world is playing this game through Twitter. They tweets #factsaboutme follow by something statement about them and I thought why don't I join the crowd. But instead of tweeting it, I shall blog it out. Now, here comes the 100 #factsaboutme =)
1. #factsaboutme I like driving especially at night no matter it's alone or with friends but not when I'm stuck in a jam.
2. #factsaboutme I don't like alcohol but I just love to get drunk. Is there any other way?
3. #factsaboutme I don't really like to go home (Seremban) but I always miss my bed here.
4. #factsaboutme I like hanging out with friends no matter who, just as long they keep me occupied.
5. #factsaboutme I love my jimuis. They know about me the most. *xoxo*
6. #factsaboutme I love my group. They always bring me laughter. =D
7. #factsaboutme When I'm all stressed up, most probably I will look for @daphneliciouz for dessertssss....
8. #factsaboutme I can continue sleeping the whole day without waking up. XD
9. #factsaboutme I hate the weather nowadays. When it's hot it can be DAMN hot! =S
10. #factsaboutme People always thinks that I'm tough, but I'm not actually.
11. #factsaboutme I like to care about people around me, but most of the time, I care for the wrong person and I hurt myself =(
12. #factsaboutme I don't mind giving out what I can do without asking for a payback.
13. #factsaboutme I like to learn things that I've never try before.
14. #factsaboutme Although I like to try, but not on foods.
15. #factsaboutme I'm not a fan of Korean and Japanese cuisine.
16. #factsaboutme I can be very very very very scare of INSECTS.
17. #factsaboutme There's always someone in my mind that I miss. Always a random one.
18. #factsaboutme I LOVE my baby, but whenever I spend something on it, he will surely have other part that spoils. =(
19. #factsaboutme I love people to cuddle me to sleep.
20. #factsaboutme I can't live without my lappie. My darling is my everything for now.
21. #factsaboutme Although I'm related in IT field, I didn't know how to format a computer/laptop. What a failure! =X
22. #factsaboutme I like people to share their problems/secrets with me. It means they trust me.
23. #factsaboutme I never success installing the Adobe Master Collection. WTH!
24. #factsaboutme I love to blog but nowadays, I just can't find any good one to talk about.
25. #factsaboutme I just created a new Tumblr account and I'm lovin' it!
26. #factsaboutme I've more than a secrets in me which I could not share out to anyone. And I hate it.
27. #factsaboutme I've so much to tell, but there are times I just couldn't put them in words.
28. #factsaboutme I've never mention "FUCK" or any harsh words in front of my mum. =P
29. #factsaboutme I still couldn't get the right job for myself and I'm already at my middle of twenties. FML!
30. #factsaboutme I can hate bitches. REAL HATE.
31. #factsaboutme Although I hate, but there are still good memories that will refresh in my mind time to time.
32. #factsaboutme I love A Boi! Although he's naughty, but he can always cheer me up! ILY!
33. #factsaboutme I used to love chocolates. I still do, but not that much already. And make sure it's just chocolate without any additional nuts or fruits in it.
34. #factsaboutme I don't really like nuts, no matter is peanuts, cashew nuts or whatever!
35. #factsaboutme I love fruit drinks. I think that's the only way I get my vitamins. :p
36. #factsaboutme The best fruits that I love most is GREEN APPLE.
37. #factsaboutme I know english but from here, you should know how bad am I in it..especially my grammars! FTW!
38. #factsaboutme I only speaks basic mandarin and I'm sucks at it.
39. #factsaboutme I hate to do presentations!
40. #factsaboutme I can sleep very late but I just hate to wake up early. I can only wake early if I sleep early!
41. #factsaboutme I'm still blur with what I want to do. DAMN!
42. #factsaboutme I hate aunties that always gossips to my mum because all those stories will come to me!
43. #factsaboutme I don't like gambling. Or maybe I'm afraid as I believe I will never have good lucks.
44. #factsaboutme I've never appreciate my boyfriends. Or I should say my EX-boyfriends. OH GREAT! =X
45. #factsaboutme I couldn't agree more that I care about my friends more than my sister.
46. #factsaboutme And this is why sometimes I get jealous over my friends who mad a great sisterhood or brotherhood. =S
47. #factsaboutme I always wish to have a brother who can protects me.
48. #factsaboutme I love Avril Lavigne but I've never have a real whole collection of her. =(
49. #factsaboutme I like travelling but not with my family but friends.
50. #factsaboutme I can't believe I have reached 50 of #factsaboutme within half an hour. =D
51. #factsaboutme I miss my school days especially during form 6.
52. #factsaboutme My favorite cartoon is Tom and Jerry.
53. #factsaboutme I love thriller and romance movies.
54. #factsaboutme I don't really like action or scientific movies but I will still watch and it depends on the actors involved.
55. #factsaboutme I've got so much in my list to spend, but I got no money. =(
56. #factsaboutme I always feel insecure.
57. #factsaboutme And that makes me doubt about myself everytime. SIGH!
58. #factsaboutme I'm just afraid to ask. Thus I always missed out the best for myself.
59. #factsaboutme I don't feel I belong here.
60. #factsaboutme I've crazy thoughts. Thoughts that can make me happy and forget the world. But it will never happen. ='(
61. #factsaboutme My real ambition is to be a forensic as I'm always eager to know but I fail my Biology!
62. #factsaboutme I've more than FIVE social media accounts. But mostly I forget the login details. =X
63. #factsaboutme I used to have a collection of Mickey Mouse magazine and I wonder do they still have it in the market.
64. #factsaboutme I wanted to try to have curly hair *as in wavy* but I always fail to keep my hair long!
65. #factsaboutme I hate it when people twist my words and make it as their 'wise advice"
66. #factsaboutme I only dance when I'm in a club. =X
67. #factsaboutme I'm fat and short and I just need someone to force me to do my diets. =(
68. #factsaboutme I like to cry not because I'm emo all the time, it's because I just couldn't stop my tears.
69. #factsaboutme When I'm emo, I'm quiet. So, don't ask me stupid question..such as (You emo arh?)
70. #factsaboutme Fucking pissed off if someone does not keep his/her promise/words.
71. #factsaboutme I'm stubborn. Yes I am.
72. #factsaboutme The more you stop me to do something I want, the more I want to do it! =X (I guess this applied to my mum)
73. #factsaboutme I don't add any of my family members into my facebook, twitter or whatever account. I just don't like them getting involve in my social circle.
74. #factsaboutme I hate kiamsiap bosses! Especially those who said "This is for your own good". Ello!It's for your own good, not mine! FYL!
75. #factsaboutme I like to design, but I just don't have the skills and creativity to do it.
76. #factsaboutme I always think about what he thinks about me.
77. #factsaboutme I like going for midnight movie. That's the most relaxing time to enjoy a show.
78. #factsaboutme I hope to stay alone although currently I'm staying with my sister which makes no different. But I just want my own life.
79. #factsaboutme I just can't stay faraway from my friends. I can't live without them.
80. #factsaboutme I don't like people judging my way of living or the choices I should pick..especially my family.
81. #factsaboutme I don't mind gossiping as I do that too but never do paparazzi.
82. #factsaboutme I just don't like people runaway from the facts that they should face.
83. #factsaboutme I'm not chasing for a perfect love nor a perfect person. I'm just searching for someone who makes me feel "I'm PERFECT" just the way I am.
84. #factsaboutme I hate myself for treating him bad. I know I shouldn't and I know I'm taking granted of you. This is why I don't want to meet you. Sowie!
85. #factsaboutme I stop myself from being demanding as this will cause me to put in hopes on something.
86. #factsaboutme Sometimes I just do something that I don't like just to see people around me happy.
87. #factsaboutme I hate myself too as sometimes I runaway from facts that I should face. FML again!
88. #factsaboutme I always feels like cooking but when I make up my mind, I get lazy.... =O
89. #factsaboutme I don't sweat! =S
90. #factsaboutme I like playing with remote controls especially TV's!
91. #factsaboutme My mood always swings. ='(
92. #factsaboutme I like to join blogger's events but I've never been once because most of it is on weekends! >.<
93. #factsaboutme I'm a girl who will put up quotes explaining exactly how I feel at that moment. There's nothing to hide?
94. #factsaboutme I love watching the sea and enjoy the cool breeze.
95. #factsaboutme When I'm keeping quiet, means it's time to leave me alone and it's time for me to overcome my problems ALONE.
96. #factsaboutme I love people patting my head and kissing my forehead. It feels warm.
97. #factsaboutme I always don't know what I want, and when I know it's always too late. I hate the feeling of regret! o.O
98. #factsaboutme I always hope to know there's someone who do like me.
99. #factsaboutme I like gatherings! =)
100. #factsaboutme I'm very INDECISIVE!
I bet there are more #factsaboutme. But for now...this is it! *hugs and kisses* =)
I ♥ my Tumblr
Taa Daa!! I know I know...It's been awhile since the last update..but I was very busy with my work. Phew! I'm just too tired with designs nowadays. Oh well! Whatever! XD Let's move on..This post, I'm going to introduce you..my new so-called for short bloggy... TUMBLR!!
"That wasn't a dream"
Nope! i'm not going to stop my this bloggie of mine and my tumblr is for short and quick entries only. I just started few weeks ago and I've already posted about 45 entires! =D As you can see, my tumblr has a name and it's called "That wasn't a dream" I just need to remind myself how real is this world and I've to keep myself awake and cautious so that I won't be hurt. *nonsense* XD
=(((((((( sadness! I got only THREE followers.....
This is my tumblr back end page. And I only got THREE followers.. =(((( sad right? Anyway, if you too have a tumblr account, do follow me at krystlenotyou.tumblr.com and I will certainly follow you back! *xoxo*
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