California King Bed

Love can be as fragile as a glass and feelings can change as fast as lightning. Fairy tale is getting harder to find. How can a person who once seems to be the closest to your heart has change to be a stranger to you? You have once loved so hard but now both of you are moving further apart. The feeling of SO CLOSE YET SO FAR. Breaking up is not the hardest thing despite the pain from the heartbreak. But the hardest thing will be you have him in your heart but he doesn't know about it. He's standing in front of you, but you couldn't have him. He's always beside you, but you just can't let him know. The feeling of you can never get enough of him.....♥

Chest to chest
Nose to nose
Palm to palm
We were always just that close
Wrist to wrist
Toe to toe
Lips that felt just like the inside of a rose
So, how come when I reach out my finger
It feels like more than distance between us

In this California king bed
We're ten thousand miles apart

I've been California wishing on these stars

For your heart for me

My California king

Eye to eye

Cheek to cheek

Side by side

You were sleeping next to me

Arm in arm

Dusk to dawn

With the curtains drawn

And a little last night on these sheets

So, how come when I reach out my fingers

It seems like more than distance between us

In this California king bed

We're ten thousand miles apart

I've been California wishing on these stars

For your heart for me

My California king

Just when I felt like giving up on us

You turned around and gave me one last touch

That made everything feel better

And even then my eyes got wetter

So confused wanna ask you if you love me

But I don't wanna seem so weak

Maybe I've been California dreaming

In this California king bed

We're ten thousand miles apart

I've been California wishing on these stars

For your heart for me

My California king

My California King

In this California king bed

We're ten thousand miles apart

I've been California wishing on these stars

For your heart for me

My California king 

FRIENDSHIP and LOVE

Two stuffs that seems to be related to each other,
Well it is.
There’s no love without friendship.
And there’s no friendship without love.
right?
But things get complicated when love is trying to ruin the friendship.
It may seem easy to choose your friendship over love,
Or love over friendship,
But which one is much more worth it?
I've been there, I’ve done that and I understand.
At the end, I realize I was doing the right thing.
And it turns out to be worth it, 
I mean how can you forget someone who gave you so much to remember?
I'm not sure about you, but I definitely can't,
I can’t say I've done it perfectly,
It needs time until I can really do that,
And I have fall down along the road for many times,
Who knows? No one but myself.
I tried hard to get a grip and stand again each time I fall,
And one thing i know.
when there is a will there is a way.
And this is why I'm standing here.

The Ugly Truth

I've been hurt enough through out my life,
But yet I can't get the real deal from you,
I was naive and got lost in your eyes,
Lies are build one after another but I couldn't see it coming,
I was blinded by you,
As I thought you were send by God to protect me,
My life has changed since you were there for me,
I thought things will be better,
But I was wrong,
It was just the start.


I've never been hunger for you,
And when I thought we were meant to be,
You leave me hanging without a word,
But...wait!
There are words,
Words that I couldn't see at the start,
But now they are falling into place,
The questions in my heart are finally answered,
They were there all the time,
Answered by people who have stumbled upon it,
And have been warning me about it,
And yet, I didn't know, I didn't listen.


Did I just slips out from the reality?
Did I just fall asleep and enter a dreamland?
A dreamland which belongs to you and me?
The dreamland has finally turn out to be a nightmare,
A nightmare which I could not stop running away from it,
But now all your lies have finally shown themselves,
You are happy to see me fallen down,
And can't get back up from this heavy ground,
But you are wrong,
I didn't know my heart is that strong,
Trying to place the pieces back to where they belong,
No doubt this ugly truth is hard to accept,
But I will rather choose the ugly truth,
Over a pretty lie that comes from you.

I LOVE the sea...I HEART the beach...

I just love the sea and beach!! Just back from my company trip which bring us to Port Dickson and Malacca (AGAIN!)...but I get to experience something good from this trip. My trip started with a beautiful beach in Port Dickson and ended my trip with a beautiful sunset sea view in Malacca (Portuguese Settlement)...

Morning scene ~~

hmm...why do I like the beach? Well..It's hard to explain..I always look at the sea from afar..and what I can see is nothing but water..there's no ending for this sea water..you will never know how far can this sea water go..you might be searching where's the ending point but there's actually none? I don't know..but to me..IT"S SOMETHING SPECIAL... And I love the wave too!!! ♥ 

The Beach

♥♥♥

Scenery of the sea when it's low tide

Scenery of the sea when it's high tide *evening*

Banana boat! SHIOK!! =D

Group Photo #01

Portuguese Settlement in Malacca

Anis, Me and Mummy! ♥

It's quite a great experience and fun trip! =)