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Sunday, August 28, 2011

Fairy Tales

We all remember the bed time stories of our childhoods. The shoe that fits Cinderella, the frog that turns into a prince, sleeping beauty is awakened by a kiss and all those once upon a time and they lived happily ever after fairy tales. So what's the big deal about it? Well, the deal is..FAIRY TALES DON'T COME TRUE. And that is why it's called FAIRY TALES. 

But the thing is, it's hard to let go of that little fairy tales entirely although you-know-it's-not real, because almost everyone has that little thing in their heart called FAITH and HOPE that they would open their eyes and their dreams will come true! Hmm? Doubt that? Well, FAITH is actually one funny thing. At least to me it's a joke because, most of the time it only turns up when you less expect it! I do understand that people shall keep some dreams in them..( or else faith is nothing )..and then HOPE comes along. Waiting that "happily ever after" to happen but wait! Happily ever after might happen...ermm...maybe once in a blue moon..but the real thing is..you are actually facing the worse NIGHTMARE! 

Like I said, fairy tales don't come true. The ones that always come true is the nightmare. The nightmare that will surprise you and once in awhile it takes your breath away! Nightmare that always seem to become the reality. Fairy tales huh? The one that begin with singing with the birds under the best sunshine and POOF! suddenly it ended with the dark and stormy nights! Now that's what I called the REALITY! At least that's what I'm facing currently...........falling into some "fairy tales" of mine.

Monday, August 22, 2011

She's Mrs. LOKE!


Happy Wedding! =)

Groom : "Do you, CAMMY TONG, take me, ANTHONY LOKE, to be your husband, to have and to hold, from this day forward, for better, for worse, for richer, for poorer, in sickness and in health, until death do us apart? 


Bride : "I, CAMMY TONG, take you, ANTHONY LOKE, to be my husband. I promise to be true to you in good times and in bad, in sickness and in health. I will love you and honor you all the days of my life. (I DO!!!!!) "

Exchange Ring #01

Exchange Ring #02

The CERTS! 

Congratulation CAMMY TONG!!Ops! It's Mrs.LOKE!! Ahahahaha.. It's your big day! The day that you are sold out to the LOKE's family..LOL! Just kidding!! =D  It's the day when you and him move to another stage of life. Building a new relationship, building a new home and building a new life! 

Sweet-nyer!*muacks*

Serious-nyer! >.<

Hmm...So how does it feels like when people start calling you Mrs. Loke? How does it feels when both of you were announce as husband and wife? Exchanging the rings? Reading the marriage vows? =D Well, I bet it feels fantastic for you! But all we feel is LOVE IS IN THE AIR! Anyway..we are happy for you and you are the first one among the jimuis..so who's next?? =O ♥ 


The families!

The UKM kakies! =D

The Jimuis! 

The Bride, The Groom and Daphne!

The Bride, Groom and Vevien!

The Bride, Groom and ME!

The Newlyweds!


Thursday, August 18, 2011

Having a bad WEEK!

This week is totally a disaster week. Having bad day from work to friends..What is wrong with everything and everyone? I just couldn't explain what's in my mind right now or what my heart feels currently..I could only feel the burden on my shoulder and and feel a knife stabbing my heart continuously which I could barely stands the pain. What's wrong with me? I just want to let all out by crying but my tears just couldn't flow out. I need a hug..I need a shoulder..I need somebody who can just listen to my rant and give me a pat on my head and tell me "everything will be fine". And when my tears start to flow down, I get hugged..a real big and tight hug!

I won't give up especially towards people around me. And for work wise..I might not doing my best but I will at least prove to them and never let them underestimate me. 

*shortest post ever*

=((((((((((((((((((((((((  --> can you see how sad I'm?? yeaaaa..I'm with this HUGE sad face! 

Tuesday, August 16, 2011

California King Bed

Love can be as fragile as a glass and feelings can change as fast as lightning. Fairy tale is getting harder to find. How can a person who once seems to be the closest to your heart has change to be a stranger to you? You have once loved so hard but now both of you are moving further apart. The feeling of SO CLOSE YET SO FAR. Breaking up is not the hardest thing despite the pain from the heartbreak. But the hardest thing will be you have him in your heart but he doesn't know about it. He's standing in front of you, but you couldn't have him. He's always beside you, but you just can't let him know. The feeling of you can never get enough of him.....




Chest to chest
Nose to nose
Palm to palm
We were always just that close
Wrist to wrist
Toe to toe
Lips that felt just like the inside of a rose
So, how come when I reach out my finger
It feels like more than distance between us

In this California king bed

We're ten thousand miles apart
I've been California wishing on these stars
For your heart for me
My California king

Eye to eye
Cheek to cheek
Side by side
You were sleeping next to me
Arm in arm
Dusk to dawn
With the curtains drawn
And a little last night on these sheets
So, how come when I reach out my fingers
It seems like more than distance between us

In this California king bed
We're ten thousand miles apart
I've been California wishing on these stars
For your heart for me
My California king

Just when I felt like giving up on us
You turned around and gave me one last touch
That made everything feel better
And even then my eyes got wetter
So confused wanna ask you if you love me
But I don't wanna seem so weak
Maybe I've been California dreaming

In this California king bed
We're ten thousand miles apart
I've been California wishing on these stars
For your heart for me
My California king
My California King

In this California king bed
We're ten thousand miles apart
I've been California wishing on these stars
For your heart for me
My California king 

Friday, August 12, 2011

FRIENDSHIP and LOVE

Two stuffs that seems to be related to each other,
Well it is.
There’s no love without friendship.
And there’s no friendship without love.
right?
But things get complicated when love is trying to ruin the friendship.
It may seem easy to choose your friendship over love,
Or love over friendship,
But which one is much more worth it?
I've been there, I’ve done that and I understand.
At the end, I realize I was doing the right thing.
And it turns out to be worth it, 
I mean how can you forget someone who gave you so much to remember?
I'm not sure about you, but I definitely can't,
I can’t say I've done it perfectly,
It needs time until I can really do that,
And I have fall down along the road for many times,
Who knows? No one but myself.
I tried hard to get a grip and stand again each time I fall,
And one thing i know.
when there is a will there is a way.
And this is why I'm standing here.

Saturday, August 6, 2011

The Ugly Truth

I've been hurt enough through out my life,
But yet I can't get the real deal from you,
I was naive and got lost in your eyes,
Lies are build one after another but I couldn't see it coming,
I was blinded by you,
As I thought you were send by God to protect me,
My life has changed since you were there for me,
I thought things will be better,
But I was wrong,
It was just the start.


I've never been hunger for you,
And when I thought we were meant to be,
You leave me hanging without a word,
But...wait!
There are words,
Words that I couldn't see at the start,
But now they are falling into place,
The questions in my heart are finally answered,
They were there all the time,
Answered by people who have stumbled upon it,
And have been warning me about it,
And yet, I didn't know, I didn't listen.


Did I just slips out from the reality?
Did I just fall asleep and enter a dreamland?
A dreamland which belongs to you and me?
The dreamland has finally turn out to be a nightmare,
A nightmare which I could not stop running away from it,
But now all your lies have finally shown themselves,
You are happy to see me fallen down,
And can't get back up from this heavy ground,
But you are wrong,
I didn't know my heart is that strong,
Trying to place the pieces back to where they belong,
No doubt this ugly truth is hard to accept,
But I will rather choose the ugly truth,
Over a pretty lie that comes from you.