White Lies ♥

How do white lies work?

Are they meant not to be hurt?

Or is it for you to feel free from guilt?

We will not know until we realized,

Words have been used, twisted and faked,

They might not meant to be hurt from the start,

But then, slowly they got bigger and darker,

And things start to get clearer,

White lies..Life is full of lies,

Do they really help you to wipe your memory clean?

Don't try to make things better,

As you are only making it worse,

It's either truth or never,

Don't,

Don't ever try to make me the foolish one,

I might be one but yet I'm still me,

And to my shame, I'm the only one to be blame,

For falling into your words, your twisted words,

I wish I was born cold,

Wouldn't care about those little white lies of yours,

Accepting it with an open heart,

Avoiding the worse that will pull us apart,

But you just couldn't get enough,

Lies after lie, those words coming out from you,

But yet, I still fall for the same old trap,

Maybe I was not born to be cold but born to be a fool.

p/s : It's just a simple write out that crossed my mind. It has nothing to do with the reality. Enjoy!=D

You're Not Sorry

When was the last time you said sorry and you really meant it? Most of us take this word for granted. And the next thing you do is repeating the same old mistake all over again and expect that person to forgive you?

How do you judge a lie or a secret? You are trying to let go the past by not mentioning it. So, it's that a lie? Or is it a secret? Right or wrong? Well, to me, there's always no right or wrong on this..it's all depends on how you look on it. Enjoy! =)

This song touches my heart when I first heard it. I tried looking for the original music video but can't get one. 

All this time I was wasting,
Hoping you would come around
I've been giving out chances every time
And all you do is let me down
And it's taking me this long
Baby but I figured you out
And you're thinking we'll be fine again,
But not this time around


You don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
Don't wanna hurt anymore
And you can tell me that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby
Like I did - before
You're not sorry, no no oh


Looking so innocent,
I might believe you if I didn't know
Could've loved you all my life
If you hadn't left me waiting in the cold
And you got your share of secrets
And I'm tired of being last to know
And now you're asking me to listen
Cause it's worked each time before


But you don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
Don't wanna hurt anymore
And you can tell me that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby
Like I did - before
You're not sorry, no no, oh


You're not sorry no no oh


You had me crawling for you honey
And it never would've gone away, no
You used to shine so bright
But I watched all of it fade


So you don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
There's nothing left to beg for
And you can tell me that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby
Like I did - before
You're not sorry, no no oh


You're not sorry, no no oh

Men!

This is definitely not written by me. I just copy and paste this as I think this is so real? LOL! Well..this is up for you all to judge! =D It's all about MEN!

If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn't want you,nothing can make him stay. Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache. Stop trying to change yourself for a relationship that's not meant to be. Slower is better. Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy. If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then heck no, you can't "be friends".

A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend. Don't settle. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is. Don't stay because you think "it will get better." You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better. The only person you can control in a relationship is you. Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women. He didn't marry them when he got them pregnant, why would he treat you any differently? Always have your own set of friends separate from his. Maintain boundaries in how a guy treats you. If something bothers you, speak up. Never let a man know everything. He will use it against you later. 

You cannot change a man's behavior. Change comes from within. Don't EVER make him feel he is more important than you are... even if he has more education or in a better job. Do not make him into a quasi-god. He is a man, nothing more nothing less. Never let a man define who you are. Never borrow someone else's man. If he cheated with you, he'll cheat on you. A man will only treat you the way you ALLOW him to treat you. All men are NOT dogs. You should not be the one doing all the bending...compromise is a two Waystreet.

You need time to heal between relationships...there is nothing cute about baggage... deal with your issues before pursuing a new relationship. You should never look for someone to COMPLETE you...a relationship consists of two WHOLE individuals...look for someone complimentary...not supplementary. Dating is fun...even if he doesn't turn out to be Mr. Right. Make him miss you sometimes...when a man always know where you are, and you're always readily available to him -he takes it for granted. Isn't this TRUE!!!!! Never move into his mother's house. Never co-sign for a man. Don't fully commit to a man who doesn't give you everything that you need. Keep him in your radar but get to know others. 

Now you've read this article, spread this and let me know what you all thinks! Don't limit to the girls only, let the men know too! XD

I can f**king hate...

Let me tell you all what I can fucking hate these days...


a) I hate those bitches who stalked me, followed me and pretended to be good to me. They don't care but they are just being bitchy!


b) I hate people who does not admit on their faults but accused others for it.


c) I hate people who make a great fantastic big deal about tiny little small matter. They are just EXAGGERATING or should I say they are trying to get some attention?!


d) I can hate people judging me on doing something by following my own way. My way might not be the best but it does not mean your way works. I've my own reason, you could have yours too. So stay out of my way! If you want, go get your own life!


e) I hate people ordered me to do things for them while you are not my BOSS!


f) I hate people questioning me from a to z and from 1 to 10! That can be annoying!


g) I hate people who wants to control my life. Yea..I like sleeping late, going out late, driving around late and drinking late. So what? It's my LIFE!


h) I hate people who betrayed my sincerity towards them. I'm treating you good but you are making used of me. Don't take me for granted!


i) I can hate the feeling of losing. I've once lose something/someone important and I will not let that feeling overwhelm me again!


j) I hate clients that keep on changing their mind towards my design! Can't you say all at once?


k) I can hate people who does not keep their promises or words. Yes is yes..There's nothing as NOT SURE! Fuck you!


l) I hate people asking me for some occasion at last minute. HELLO! I've my own little private time for personal things, you might ruin my plan! I'm not 24 hours ready for you! I don't sell my life to you!


m) I can hate myself for not getting what I want. I've told myself not to care and get whatever it is but sometimes it's just OUT OF MY CONTROL!


n) I hate people who pretended to be Mr. Nice Guy! Come on..it's written on your forehead..no one can change that fact of yours!


o) I hate those who pretend nothing has happened when it's actually something BIG. You are just trying to runaway from the problem..you COWARD!


p) I hate people showing off "UNINTENTIONALLY"!? Oh please!We know who you are!


q) I hate myself for trusting people easily. I'm just trying to be good. FML!


r) I can hate people who talk nonstop at some point. Sometimes, especially when I'm moody, you better don't come near me. I'll BITE!


s) I can hate myself for not bathing within 24 hours. I'll start scratching my hair!


t) I hate to force people. If you are not willing to do it, do let me know. I do not have any intention to force you!


u) I hate those who does not care about people's feeling. Please put yourself in their shoes too!


v) I hate it when I've got no idea for my blog. I can't stop blogging!


w) I hate people who says "I'm doing this for your own good" while you've already hurt that person. Just admit you are SELFISH! Damn it!


x) I can hate those people who tag me on those selling products on Facebook. Excuse me! No free publications!


y) I hate myself for staying in the room and drafting this right now. I should be out enjoying my night!


z) I can hate myself for being so lazy (my room is really messed up!) and I hate myself for having so much hatred in my life!!!


So, which hatred of mine is yours too? Last but not least, I can hate alphabets because it only contains 26 of them. I do not have enough to write all out! XD

The Outsider

It is strange how an outsider can turned out to be so close to you. He, who you know nothing about him, suddenly approaches you, asking what's your name or where you stay, what will be your first reaction? Has it ever cross your mind that someone who you don't notice even he used to pass in front of you turns out to be someone close? Or maybe both of you actually live under the same roof but you never notice him not until one day you bump into him? How strange things can be from there? Have you ever wonder about all these?

I'm not talking about those you bump into in a bar or a club asking whether they can buy you a drink or something to eat or not. Those are with intentions but what I meant here is he comes by fate. It's not plan at all. Get what I mean? You never know what will happen next. And he just walk into your life just like that. No signal, no siren, no nothing. And next, *pooofff* he's "somebody". Don't get me wrong here, what I meant by somebody is someone close which you can share some info. Fate or Faith? Surprisingly, that remains unknown. 

Strange but true. Sometimes it's whole lot easier to talk to an outsider. And slowly this outsider comes into the scene as you get along with him. What scene? Scenes of your life! =) You spent most of the time with him, talking, laughing and lots more. It's the comfort that you experienced makes you stay with him. People come and go in your life. Not knowing who will be the next to come or the next to go. I'm not saying he's gonna turn to be your partner but I'm pretty sure each of us will have someone like that beside us. He's not anyone to you but he is somebody!

Life is weird actually. First, it's a mystery. Then, it's a suspend. Next, it's choices. It's all unpredictable! It comes in a circle. He enter your life and so do you. Nobody and Somebody? Can you see the impossibility? It's all so contras and yet it's happening. I don't know if there's anyone like that already exists beside you, but when he does, you will know. He could be her. He could be them. He could be just anyone. Just appreciate him. =) 

p/s: Please take note that the HE can be replaced by SHE too. It does not mean anything. =D

I ♥ HK

I ♥ HK? Hmm..Actually I don't really LOVE Hong Kong. No doubt it's a great place for a short vacation especially it has lots of great place to visit and it's totally a shopping heaven! Just to let you all know, I was away to Hong Kong for 5 days with my family. Overall, it's a great trip but I didn't enjoy it 100% as I was caught with flu for the last two days of my trip and I was tooooo TIRED to enjoy it. I did not expect it to be so exhausted! The weather was too cold for me, and I even need TWO thick comforters to warm me up during my sleep! Well, I wont be blogging about my trip in this entry but I would love to share about the lifestyle in Hong Kong that I've experienced in that few days. 

After staying there for five days, the first word that pop up in my mind to describe their lifestyle will be 'RUSH'. People there will be rushing to work, rushing for lunch, rushing for public transport and even rushing to shop. Don't get me wrong, it's not that they are late for it or the shops are closing soon..it's because they are used to RUSH! They do not like to waste any second of their time. Even for meals, they will serve you quick so that you can finish up your food fast and they can have another customer to be serve. I guess I'm used to the lifestyle here because by following their way really makes me TIRED! XD

One thing that I really don't like in Hong Kong is the way they speaks. Nothing is wrong with their language but they talk sarcastically. They will not respect each other. Even if they don't shout or yell at each other but when you hear them speaks, each and every words in the sentence, you will know that they actually arguing. And when it comes to real arguments, all kind of foul words will come out. Seriously..it's even worse than WTH, WTF, FML and etc... >.< Not only that, they do not practice flexibility. To them, ONE is always ONE. Even when you are trying to give them business, they will not change their perspective to make the business success. Is this something good? =.=

Language wise, I guess most of you all know the difference between their Cantonese with ours. But I would like to share one simple thing that I get to know which I found it quite interesting. They actually set a rule for the walk path. For example, on an escalator, you are supposed to stand on the right side while on the left side is mend for those who are in a hurry and will walk their way up rather than waiting for the escalator to bring them up. Even when you are walking on a street, if you tend to walk slow, you have to walk on the right side. what I'm impressed about this is, this rule is not stated anywhere but everyone there do obey that! WEIRD! So, remember this simple rule if you are there, or else...... =D

Comes to food. They can really eat ALOT! Their rice portion for ONE person can feed two of us here in Malaysia. Even girls there can finish up that portion of rice while you see most of them are not fat (I won't say mostly are skinny but they are not fat!). IMPRESSIVE! Next, is chou tau fu! I really beh ta han the smell!!!! I can even smell it although I'm few streets away from the stall! @.@ I'm sorry to the chou tau fu fans, but I really don't understand how can you all put that smelly thing into your mouth! XD

Hmm...what else? Oh ya, I respect those elderly there. Although they are old, most of them are still working. They give out flyers, polish shoes, become cleaner, deliver foods and lots more. But when I go for shopping, I can only see youngsters (mostly teenagers!). Those kids nowadays are damn RICH! 

Well, that's all I've got in that five days. Living cost there are quite high especially for houses and foods, but if you just want to get some cheap stuff, Hong Kong will be the right place. It's a great experience there and stay tuned to my blog as I will be blogging my trip soon! =)