White Horse

Where has all the white horse been? Where are all the fairy tales that each and every girl has been dreaming of? Is it our fault for being too naive and get into a nightmare? There's nothing such as " I like you but... I like her too" . Most of us are being pulled down with the choices given by others, but is that what you really want? They certainly have the right to give us choices, and so do we. Why do we have to please them? Do we have to be controlled by them just because we like them more than they do? Never be a fool to LOVE although it is always easier to be said than done. Somehow, I still believe, one day..I will be a princess to someone, someone who will be perfectly fit into my fairy tale. I've just got to wait for the right time...just a little longer..... =) Ladies, please make the right choice. Don't be a fool and be just like Taylor! Cheers to all single ladies in the world! XD

Say you're sorry, that face of an angel
Comes out just when you need it to
As I paced back and forth all this time
Cause I honestly believed in you

Holding on, the days drag on
Stupid girl, I should have known
I should have known

I'm not a princess, this ain't a fairy tale
I'm not the one you'll sweep off her feet
Lead her up the stairwell

This ain't Hollywood, this is a small town
I was a dreamer before you went and let me down
Now it's too late for you and your white horse, to come around

Baby I was naive, got lost in your eyes
And never really had a chance
My mistake, I didn't know to be in love
You had to fight to have the upper hand
I had so many dreams about you and me
Happy endings, now I know

I'm not a princess, this ain't a fairy tale
I'm not the one you'll sweep off her feet
Lead her up the stairwell

This ain't Hollywood, this is a small town
I was a dreamer before you went and let me down
Now it's too late for you and your white horse, to come around

And there you are on your knees
Begging for forgiveness, begging for me
Just like I always wanted but I'm so sorry

Cause I'm not your princess, this ain't a fairytale
I'm gonna find someone someday who might actually treat me well
This is a big world, that was a small town
There in my rearview mirror disappearing now

And its too late for you and your white horse
Now its too late for you and your white horse, to catch me now

Oh, whoa, whoa, whoa
Try and catch me now
Oh, it's too late to catch me now.

What's next to fuck my life?

Once a year? Is it me or is it my luck? People often said what comes around goes around, but what have I done that I deserved this? I wanted to curse them badly, but I guess I'm too tired. Those scenes still stuck in my head and I remember clearly how my hand tremble searching for contacts through my phonebook. And yes..thank God, my phone was still with me! 

Tonight, two Malay guys on bike, smashed my car's window and took my handbag away while I was waiting for the traffic light to turn green. Great night I had huh? At that moment, my heart was too heavy to breath and my mind was too messy to think. Even now. 

Currently, I'm fine, just a few small scratches on my back waist. I'm mentally tired, thinking why I've to undergo all this all over again when I thought I've been better. Maybe I should say, this incident has bring me down again after a year of building up myself. Please do FML because I really don't understand why does this happen to me again. Haihhh..enough of worries. Let me free!

Anyway, thanks to all my bosses and colleagues. They have been caring enough. I know I made my family worried about me. Sighhhh.. I just hope I could have one big bear hug right now. I couldn't sleep, and I feel like hugging you to bed now. Can I? AIHHHHHH....

='(((((((((((((((((( BIG SAD FACE!

A Letter For MYSELF ♥ - The Repeats

Dear Whosoever,


It used to be the best time of my life,
Seeing the green grass and the ocean blue,
Time seems not to be the matter,
As I enjoyed every second with you,
But now,
The world measures moments in the measures of time,
What has been taking over?


My heart speaks softly,
Reminiscing the past time,
How many times do I need to convince myself,
Letting myself know it's a dream after all,
The world has never been cruel,
It's just me that wouldn't answer that call.


Life is simple?
Keep it simple?
These are just words to keep me moving,
But in reality?
Nothing is simple unless you are perfect,
And when it's perfect, nothing is real,
So stop making excuses and face the facts,
It's either you give or you take,
There's nothing that called "fair".


Well, I've chose my path,
As I believe nothing is equal,
Wishing that I made the right one,
Avoid myself getting hurt for the same old reason,
But stop! My heart just skipped a beat,
And I guess it just happened again,
Broken heart is just like broken ribs,
The pain cannot be seen,
But it hurts every time you breath.
How long more do I need to take this?

Living under my shadow.

Do you ever feel like you are disappearing? Taking a step back in everything you do? Missing the best smile that you had all the time? Gotten so scared until you don't dare to let anyone in? I've always know that I've to do what's right for me even if it hurts some people I love, but I've always been living under my own shadow. 

There's this reason why I've been living under my shadow. It's not that I thought I will be happy to be the same 24/7, but it was because I thought if I ever let someone in and it fell apart again and this time I might not make it. It's easier to stay to this me now because what if I let them in and I learn that I need them but I actually cant have them? What if suddenly I like them and lean on them? What if they shape their life around it? Can I survive from that kind of pain again? The pain of losing is like dying..the only difference is death do comes to an end but the pain of losing..it could go on forever. 

So, to keep me alive under this shadow of mine, I can only go on accepting things that happened around me, no matter how hard it is because I'm afraid of losing. To avoid losing, I can only choose to change. It's either I adapt to the changes or I get left behind, losing everything. There is always this little moment that I wish I'm alone even without my shadow so that I can stop pleasing the changes and enjoy the silence. But when I'm all alone, there's this small buzz in my head asking me to run out from my shadow. And then, things are like repeating all over again. Back to square, I can't run out from my shadow because I don't want to lose. And when I get the whole picture of my life, all I can do is, stop trying to plan my life instead I can only live it and see where it leads me. 

followyourmindorlistentoyourheart?

The HEART : Heart is always the most important organ in the entire human body. It pumps blood. It brings oxygen to entire parts of body. It gives us heartbeats. It lets you feel what's love and most people or I should say that everyone used to connects heart to LOVE. 

The BRAIN : The brain is the human body's most mysterious organ. It learns. It changes. It adapts. It tells us what we see, what we hear. It lets us respond and most of all I think it  holds our soul. And brain is what we always called as our MIND.

But do you usually follow what your mind says? Or do you listen to your heart? Do you LOVE with your heart? Or do you love with your mind? We often hear people says that they love with their whole heart. And they never mention about their mind.

Okay. Here comes what I'm trying to say...HEART TRANSPLANT. We all know that heart transplant is that one completely loses his heart and be replaced by someone else. Right? So when the heart is being replaced, does it mean that he stops loving or he can starts loving someone else since it's not the heart that he used to love her? Agree?

Well, this proves that love actually works in the mind of people and not in their hearts because no matter how many heart transplant a person undergo, yet he can still has the same feelings for the same person he or she loves. Bottomline is, LOVE is a state of MIND. So tell me, do you still love with your whole heart? Or you love with your brain? LOL! Listen to your heart? Or follow what your mind says? You decide.

Fairy Tales

We all remember the bed time stories of our childhoods. The shoe that fits Cinderella, the frog that turns into a prince, sleeping beauty is awakened by a kiss and all those once upon a time and they lived happily ever after fairy tales. So what's the big deal about it? Well, the deal is..FAIRY TALES DON'T COME TRUE. And that is why it's called FAIRY TALES. 

But the thing is, it's hard to let go of that little fairy tales entirely although you-know-it's-not real, because almost everyone has that little thing in their heart called FAITH and HOPE that they would open their eyes and their dreams will come true! Hmm? Doubt that? Well, FAITH is actually one funny thing. At least to me it's a joke because, most of the time it only turns up when you less expect it! I do understand that people shall keep some dreams in them..( or else faith is nothing )..and then HOPE comes along. Waiting that "happily ever after" to happen but wait! Happily ever after might happen...ermm...maybe once in a blue moon..but the real thing is..you are actually facing the worse NIGHTMARE! 

Like I said, fairy tales don't come true. The ones that always come true is the nightmare. The nightmare that will surprise you and once in awhile it takes your breath away! Nightmare that always seem to become the reality. Fairy tales huh? The one that begin with singing with the birds under the best sunshine and POOF! suddenly it ended with the dark and stormy nights! Now that's what I called the REALITY! At least that's what I'm facing currently...........falling into some "fairy tales" of mine.

She's Mrs. LOKE!

Happy Wedding! =)

Groom : "Do you, CAMMY TONG, take me, ANTHONY LOKE, to be your husband, to have and to hold, from this day forward, for better, for worse, for richer, for poorer, in sickness and in health, until death do us apart? 


Bride : "I, CAMMY TONG, take you, ANTHONY LOKE, to be my husband. I promise to be true to you in good times and in bad, in sickness and in health. I will love you and honor you all the days of my life. (I DO!!!!!) "

Exchange Ring #01

Exchange Ring #02

The CERTS! 

Congratulation CAMMY TONG!!Ops! It's Mrs.LOKE!! Ahahahaha.. It's your big day! The day that you are sold out to the LOKE's family..LOL! Just kidding!! =D  It's the day when you and him move to another stage of life. Building a new relationship, building a new home and building a new life! 

Sweet-nyer!*muacks*

Serious-nyer! >.<

Hmm...So how does it feels like when people start calling you Mrs. Loke? How does it feels when both of you were announce as husband and wife? Exchanging the rings? Reading the marriage vows? =D Well, I bet it feels fantastic for you! But all we feel is LOVE IS IN THE AIR! Anyway..we are happy for you and you are the first one among the jimuis..so who's next?? =O ♥♥♥♥♥ 

The families!

The UKM kakies! =D

The Jimuis! ♥

The Bride, The Groom and Daphne!

The Bride, Groom and Vevien!

The Bride, Groom and ME!

The Newlyweds!

Having a bad WEEK!

This week is totally a disaster week. Having bad day from work to friends..What is wrong with everything and everyone? I just couldn't explain what's in my mind right now or what my heart feels currently..I could only feel the burden on my shoulder and and feel a knife stabbing my heart continuously which I could barely stands the pain. What's wrong with me? I just want to let all out by crying but my tears just couldn't flow out. I need a hug..I need a shoulder..I need somebody who can just listen to my rant and give me a pat on my head and tell me "everything will be fine". And when my tears start to flow down, I get hugged..a real big and tight hug!

I won't give up especially towards people around me. And for work wise..I might not doing my best but I will at least prove to them and never let them underestimate me. 

*shortest post ever*

=((((((((((((((((((((((((  --> can you see how sad I'm?? yeaaaa..I'm with this HUGE sad face! 

California King Bed

Love can be as fragile as a glass and feelings can change as fast as lightning. Fairy tale is getting harder to find. How can a person who once seems to be the closest to your heart has change to be a stranger to you? You have once loved so hard but now both of you are moving further apart. The feeling of SO CLOSE YET SO FAR. Breaking up is not the hardest thing despite the pain from the heartbreak. But the hardest thing will be you have him in your heart but he doesn't know about it. He's standing in front of you, but you couldn't have him. He's always beside you, but you just can't let him know. The feeling of you can never get enough of him.....♥

Chest to chest
Nose to nose
Palm to palm
We were always just that close
Wrist to wrist
Toe to toe
Lips that felt just like the inside of a rose
So, how come when I reach out my finger
It feels like more than distance between us

In this California king bed
We're ten thousand miles apart

I've been California wishing on these stars

For your heart for me

My California king

Eye to eye

Cheek to cheek

Side by side

You were sleeping next to me

Arm in arm

Dusk to dawn

With the curtains drawn

And a little last night on these sheets

So, how come when I reach out my fingers

It seems like more than distance between us

In this California king bed

We're ten thousand miles apart

I've been California wishing on these stars

For your heart for me

My California king

Just when I felt like giving up on us

You turned around and gave me one last touch

That made everything feel better

And even then my eyes got wetter

So confused wanna ask you if you love me

But I don't wanna seem so weak

Maybe I've been California dreaming

In this California king bed

We're ten thousand miles apart

I've been California wishing on these stars

For your heart for me

My California king

My California King

In this California king bed

We're ten thousand miles apart

I've been California wishing on these stars

For your heart for me

My California king 

FRIENDSHIP and LOVE

Two stuffs that seems to be related to each other,
Well it is.
There’s no love without friendship.
And there’s no friendship without love.
right?
But things get complicated when love is trying to ruin the friendship.
It may seem easy to choose your friendship over love,
Or love over friendship,
But which one is much more worth it?
I've been there, I’ve done that and I understand.
At the end, I realize I was doing the right thing.
And it turns out to be worth it, 
I mean how can you forget someone who gave you so much to remember?
I'm not sure about you, but I definitely can't,
I can’t say I've done it perfectly,
It needs time until I can really do that,
And I have fall down along the road for many times,
Who knows? No one but myself.
I tried hard to get a grip and stand again each time I fall,
And one thing i know.
when there is a will there is a way.
And this is why I'm standing here.

The Ugly Truth

I've been hurt enough through out my life,
But yet I can't get the real deal from you,
I was naive and got lost in your eyes,
Lies are build one after another but I couldn't see it coming,
I was blinded by you,
As I thought you were send by God to protect me,
My life has changed since you were there for me,
I thought things will be better,
But I was wrong,
It was just the start.


I've never been hunger for you,
And when I thought we were meant to be,
You leave me hanging without a word,
But...wait!
There are words,
Words that I couldn't see at the start,
But now they are falling into place,
The questions in my heart are finally answered,
They were there all the time,
Answered by people who have stumbled upon it,
And have been warning me about it,
And yet, I didn't know, I didn't listen.


Did I just slips out from the reality?
Did I just fall asleep and enter a dreamland?
A dreamland which belongs to you and me?
The dreamland has finally turn out to be a nightmare,
A nightmare which I could not stop running away from it,
But now all your lies have finally shown themselves,
You are happy to see me fallen down,
And can't get back up from this heavy ground,
But you are wrong,
I didn't know my heart is that strong,
Trying to place the pieces back to where they belong,
No doubt this ugly truth is hard to accept,
But I will rather choose the ugly truth,
Over a pretty lie that comes from you.

I LOVE the sea...I HEART the beach...

I just love the sea and beach!! Just back from my company trip which bring us to Port Dickson and Malacca (AGAIN!)...but I get to experience something good from this trip. My trip started with a beautiful beach in Port Dickson and ended my trip with a beautiful sunset sea view in Malacca (Portuguese Settlement)...

Morning scene ~~

hmm...why do I like the beach? Well..It's hard to explain..I always look at the sea from afar..and what I can see is nothing but water..there's no ending for this sea water..you will never know how far can this sea water go..you might be searching where's the ending point but there's actually none? I don't know..but to me..IT"S SOMETHING SPECIAL... And I love the wave too!!! ♥ 

The Beach

♥♥♥

Scenery of the sea when it's low tide

Scenery of the sea when it's high tide *evening*

Banana boat! SHIOK!! =D

Group Photo #01

Portuguese Settlement in Malacca

Anis, Me and Mummy! ♥

It's quite a great experience and fun trip! =)

Just......ORDINARY ♥

Life could sounds special,
When you don't search for something,
is when you find it,
and then for some reason,
you get found too.
When you don't ask for something,
somehow you end up getting it,
and so when you found it,
you get addicted to it,
and when you need it close,
that's the time you lose it.
But when it's gone,
it's then when you realize,
how much you really need it,
how much you really want it,
and how much you really love it.
We are who we are,
we don't know what we have until we recklessly lose it,
but by then it can be already too late.


My life could be special too,
For some reason,
you have found me,
you used to place me on the pedestal,
and I really don't stand that tall.
I asked you to let me down,
and look upon me as an ordinary person,
but then you have turn me into someone special,
and that's definitely not me at all.
My feelings are hidden behind my face,
somehow, I'm bound to disappoint you,
and shatter all your hopes on me.
Next, you left me hanging,
leaving things unspoken,
I've no choice but to fall flat on my face.
And now you are gone,
but I'm just used to having you,
used to needing you,
used to wanting you,
I guess I'm just too late,
realizing what I have and recklessly lose you.
After all, this is just an ordinary thing.

The Story Of Us

I'm loving this song. The way she sings this story is very true. We have lots of chapters in our life and so do loves. The changes of relationships are always unpredictable. There are few lines in this lyrics that I agreed so much. When a relationship turns dull..i guess everyone will undergo all these. 

I used to think one day we'd tell the story of us

How we met and the sparks flew instantly

People would say they're the lucky ones

I used to know my spot was next to you

Now I'm searching the room for an empty seat

'Cause lately I don't even know what page you're on

Oh, a simple complication

Miscommunications lead to fallout

So many things that I wish you knew

So many walls up, I can't break through

Now I'm standing alone in a crowded room

And we're not speaking

And I'm dying to know, is it killing you

Like it's killing me

I don't know what to say since a twist of fate

When it all broke down

And the story of us looks a lot like a tragedy now

Next chapter

How'd we end up this way?

See me nervously pulling at my clothes and trying to look busy

And you're doing your best to avoid me

I'm starting to think one day I'll tell the story of us

How I was losing my mind when I saw you here

But you held your pride like you should have held me

Oh I'm scared to see the ending

Why are we pretending this is nothing?

I'd tell you I miss you, but I don't know how

I've never heard silence quite this loud

Now I'm standing alone in a crowded room

And we're not speaking

And I'm dying to know, is it killing you

Like it's killing me

I don't know what to say since a twist of fate

When it all broke down

And the story of us looks a lot like a tragedy now

This is looking like a contest

Of who can act like they care less

But I liked it better when you were on my side

The battle's in your hands now

But I would lay my armor down

If you'd say you'd rather love then fight

So many things that you wish I knew

But the story of us might be ending soon

Now I'm standing alone in a crowded room

And we're not speaking

And I'm dying to know, is it killing you

Like it's killing me

I don't know what to say since a twist of fate

When it all broke down

And the story of us looks a lot like a tragedy now

Now, now

And we're not speaking

And I'm dying to know, is it killing you

Like it's killing me?

And I don't know what to say since a twist of fate

'Cause we're going down

And the story of us looks a lot like a tragedy now

The end

#factsaboutme

People from all over the world is playing this game through Twitter. They tweets #factsaboutme follow by something statement about them and I thought why don't I join the crowd. But instead of tweeting it, I shall blog it out. Now, here comes the 100 #factsaboutme =)

1. #factsaboutme I like driving especially at night no matter it's alone or with friends but not when I'm stuck in a jam.

2. #factsaboutme I don't like alcohol but I just love to get drunk. Is there any other way?

3. #factsaboutme I don't really like to go home (Seremban) but I always miss my bed here. 

4. #factsaboutme I like hanging out with friends no matter who, just as long they keep me occupied.

5. #factsaboutme I love my jimuis. They know about me the most. *xoxo*

6. #factsaboutme I love my group. They always bring me laughter. =D

7. #factsaboutme When I'm all stressed up, most probably I will look for @daphneliciouz for dessertssss....

8. #factsaboutme I can continue sleeping the whole day without waking up. XD

9. #factsaboutme I hate the weather nowadays. When it's hot it can be DAMN hot! =S

10. #factsaboutme People always thinks that I'm tough, but I'm not actually.

11. #factsaboutme I like to care about people around me, but most of the time, I care for the wrong person and I hurt myself =(

12. #factsaboutme I don't mind giving out what I can do without asking for a payback.

13. #factsaboutme I like to learn things that I've never try before. 

14. #factsaboutme Although I like to try, but not on foods.

15. #factsaboutme I'm not a fan of Korean and Japanese cuisine.

16. #factsaboutme I can be very very very very scare of INSECTS.

17. #factsaboutme There's always someone in my mind that I miss. Always a random one.

18. #factsaboutme I LOVE my baby, but whenever I spend something on it, he will surely have other part that spoils. =(

19. #factsaboutme I love people to cuddle me to sleep.

20. #factsaboutme I can't live without my lappie. My darling is my everything for now.

21. #factsaboutme Although I'm related in IT field, I didn't know how to format a computer/laptop. What a failure! =X

22. #factsaboutme I like people to share their problems/secrets with me. It means they trust me.

23. #factsaboutme I never success installing the Adobe Master Collection. WTH!

24. #factsaboutme I love to blog but nowadays, I just can't find any good one to talk about.

25. #factsaboutme I just created a new Tumblr account and I'm lovin' it!

26. #factsaboutme I've more than a secrets in me which I could not share out to anyone. And I hate it.

27. #factsaboutme I've so much to tell, but there are times I just couldn't put them in words.

28. #factsaboutme I've never mention "FUCK" or any harsh words in front of my mum. =P

29. #factsaboutme I still couldn't get the right job for myself and I'm already at my middle of twenties. FML!

30. #factsaboutme I can hate bitches. REAL HATE.

31. #factsaboutme Although I hate, but there are still good memories that will refresh in my mind time to time.

32. #factsaboutme I love A Boi! Although he's naughty, but he can always cheer me up! ILY!

33. #factsaboutme I used to love chocolates. I still do, but not that much already. And make sure it's just chocolate without any additional nuts or fruits in it.

34. #factsaboutme I don't really like nuts, no matter is peanuts, cashew nuts or whatever!

35. #factsaboutme I love fruit drinks. I think that's the only way I get my vitamins. :p

36. #factsaboutme The best fruits that I love most is GREEN APPLE.

37. #factsaboutme I know english but from here, you should know how bad am I in it..especially my grammars! FTW!

38. #factsaboutme I only speaks basic mandarin and I'm sucks at it.

39. #factsaboutme I hate to do presentations! 

40. #factsaboutme I can sleep very late but I just hate to wake up early. I can only wake early if I sleep early!

41. #factsaboutme I'm still blur with what I want to do. DAMN!

42. #factsaboutme I hate aunties that always gossips to my mum because all those stories will come to me!

43. #factsaboutme I don't like gambling. Or maybe I'm afraid as I believe I will never have good lucks.

44. #factsaboutme I've never appreciate my boyfriends. Or I should say my EX-boyfriends. OH GREAT! =X

45. #factsaboutme I couldn't agree more that I care about my friends more than my sister.

46. #factsaboutme And this is why sometimes I get jealous over my friends who mad a great sisterhood or brotherhood. =S

47. #factsaboutme I always wish to have a brother who can protects me.

48. #factsaboutme I love Avril Lavigne but I've never have a real whole collection of her. =(

49. #factsaboutme I like travelling but not with my family but friends.

50. #factsaboutme I can't believe I have reached 50 of #factsaboutme within half an hour. =D

51. #factsaboutme I miss my school days especially during form 6.

52. #factsaboutme My favorite cartoon is  Tom and Jerry. 

53. #factsaboutme I love thriller and romance movies. 

54. #factsaboutme I don't really like action or scientific movies but I will still watch and it depends on the actors involved.

55. #factsaboutme I've got so much in my list to spend, but I got no money. =( 

56. #factsaboutme I always feel insecure.

57. #factsaboutme And that makes me doubt about myself everytime. SIGH!

58. #factsaboutme I'm just afraid to ask. Thus I always missed out the best for myself.

59. #factsaboutme I don't feel I belong here.

60. #factsaboutme I've crazy thoughts. Thoughts that can make me happy and forget the world. But it will never happen. ='(

61. #factsaboutme My real ambition is to be a forensic as I'm always eager to know but I fail my Biology! 

62. #factsaboutme I've more than FIVE social media accounts. But mostly I forget the login details. =X

63. #factsaboutme I used to have a collection of Mickey Mouse magazine and I wonder do they still have it in the market. 

64. #factsaboutme I wanted to try to have curly hair *as in wavy* but I always fail to keep my hair long! 

65. #factsaboutme I hate it when people twist my words and make it as their 'wise advice"

66. #factsaboutme I only dance when I'm in a club. =X

67. #factsaboutme I'm fat and short and I just need someone to force me to do my diets.  =( 

68. #factsaboutme I like to cry not because I'm emo all the time, it's because I just couldn't stop my tears.

69. #factsaboutme When I'm emo, I'm quiet. So, don't ask me stupid question..such as (You emo arh?)

70. #factsaboutme Fucking pissed off if someone does not keep his/her promise/words.

71. #factsaboutme I'm stubborn. Yes I am.

72. #factsaboutme The more you stop me to do something I want, the more I want to do it! =X (I guess this applied to my mum)

73. #factsaboutme I don't add any of my family members into my facebook, twitter or whatever account. I just don't like them getting involve in my social circle.

74. #factsaboutme I hate kiamsiap bosses! Especially those who said "This is for your own good". Ello!It's for your own good, not mine! FYL!

75. #factsaboutme I like to design, but I just don't have the skills and creativity to do it.

76. #factsaboutme I always think about what he thinks about me.

77. #factsaboutme I like going for midnight movie. That's the most relaxing time to enjoy a show.

78. #factsaboutme I hope to stay alone although currently I'm staying with my sister which makes no different. But I just want my own life.

79. #factsaboutme I just can't stay faraway from my friends. I can't live without them.

80. #factsaboutme I don't like people judging my way of living or the choices I should pick..especially my family.

81. #factsaboutme I don't mind gossiping as I do that too but never do paparazzi.

82. #factsaboutme I just don't like people runaway from the facts that they should face.

83. #factsaboutme I'm not chasing for a perfect love nor a perfect person. I'm just searching for someone who makes me feel "I'm PERFECT" just the way I am.

84. #factsaboutme I hate myself for treating him bad. I know I shouldn't and I know I'm taking granted of you. This is why I don't want to meet you. Sowie!

85. #factsaboutme I stop myself from being demanding as this will cause me to put in hopes on something.

86. #factsaboutme Sometimes I just do something that I don't like just to see people around me happy.

87. #factsaboutme I hate myself too as sometimes I runaway from facts that I should face. FML again!

88. #factsaboutme I always feels like cooking but when I make up my mind, I get lazy.... =O

89. #factsaboutme I don't sweat! =S

90. #factsaboutme I like playing with remote controls especially TV's!

91. #factsaboutme My mood always swings. ='(

92. #factsaboutme I like to join blogger's events but I've never been once because most of it is on weekends! >.<

93. #factsaboutme I'm a girl who will put up quotes explaining exactly how I feel at that moment. There's nothing to hide?

94. #factsaboutme I love watching the sea and enjoy the cool breeze.

95. #factsaboutme When I'm keeping quiet, means it's time to leave me alone and it's time for me to overcome my problems ALONE.

96. #factsaboutme I love people patting my head and kissing my forehead. It feels warm.

97. #factsaboutme I always don't know what I want, and when I know it's always too late. I hate the feeling of regret! o.O

98. #factsaboutme I always hope to know there's someone who do like me.

99. #factsaboutme I like gatherings! =)

100. #factsaboutme I'm very INDECISIVE! 

I bet there are more #factsaboutme. But for now...this is it! *hugs and kisses* =)